Don't drop your arms, I'll Guard Your Heart

to say that today was an emotional roller coaster would be a gross understatement.
but this has all been for a reason.
to learn to truly let go & lose control.
it's really scary stepping out into the dark, falling fast.
if i can learn to trust in the Arms that are waiting this fear would become a freedom i've never known, truly exhilirating.
just breathe.
enjoy the weightlessness of falling into the arms of Love.
this lesson has been truly exhausting, i feel spent from my head to my feet.
totally empty, but in a good way.
i guess it's hard to fully trust since we've been trained not to with our duly flawed peers.
but the Lord, He's the guardian of my heart.
the One true Love of my heart.
my chest tightens as i struggle the part of me that wishes to hold on for dear life.
just breathe.
Love will catch me.
enjoy the falling.
enjoy the Love.
rest in knowing He's the Guardian of my heart & the true Lover of my soul.