[music - Live from Another Level Israel & New Breed]

I am really good @ procrastinating. I mean really good!
I have a paper I need to write that's due tomorrow afternoon & another I need to revise for Thursday morning, not to mention all the reading I really need to start catching up on!
But as you can see I am doing none of the above. So instead, here are some random thoughts for you...

So Mykul told Farah the other day that we don't really hang out any more. & its the truth. I have found that my life is a lot less drama filled with him being a minor part of my life instead of a major. Plus, every time I say lets do something he's always too high to function!

I will always love him but I can't save him & right now he's not doing anything with his life & doesn't really aspire to in the future. The only thing worse than a has-been is a never-was & that is the exact direction he is heading. They say "the people you suround yourself with is a direct refelection on your character." & if that's the case then it is definitely necessary for me to put some distance between us.

It's just that I'm entering a new chapter of my life and with change always comes transition & that's never easy. I've got enough stress of my own without the extra burden of trying to save someone that obviously doesn't want to be saved. period. end of story.